All these feelings are so so weird.

"But I wonder where were you?

When I was at my worst

Down on my knees

And you said you had my back

So I wonder where were you?"

I could refer so much to this certain part of that song, but now it just makes me laugh. 

I have no explanation to this but it is so funny in a way...

Speaking of feelings... I have a new crush :o  

It is kind of a very complicated situations and I am STILL not sure how all this is gonna turn out. 

A few informations: 

• He is blonde and has blue eyes 
• I met him in one of those "meetings" organized by students
• He started studying his MA
• He is probably one of the smartest guys I have ever met. Like literally.   

Yes and then there is me, so you are probably gonna understand what makes everything so hard right? ;) 

I need to go to sleep now. 

XXX S